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Friday, January 9, 2009

Alexander Pierce Luff (Flashback Friday)

I know I have talked about this handsome little guy before, and you have all heard me talk about him more than once, but he would have celebrated his 4Th birthday on the 18Th of December, and all though I was not near my computer to talk about him or leave a memory of him I was thinking of him just the same. I remember the day he was born very clearly. Ray and I were on our way to Ogden for a day of shopping, dinner and a movie. We were on the freeway when we got a call from our nephew Cliff telling us that Courtney had gone in labor their in Rexburg. We took the next exit, turned around and headed North, hoping we would make it in time for this beautiful babies birth. We made it to the hospital as Cliff's good friend Sid was leaving with his wife, and they told us that she had not yet delivered. Some time later she delivered, and what an amazing spirit this boy brought with him. What a sweet little boy. Ray and I felt very blessed to be able to be present when he was born. Then came the yellow skin, and a sick little Alex. Ray and I were sitting at home and got a call from a very worried Cliff and Courtney. They explained that the doctor had suggest they take Alex into Primary Children's Hospital, and they asked us if we could help them get there. We told them we would be waiting on the freeway on ramp for them and I remember praying that he would be OK. I remember praying to my Father in Heaven to bless Cliff and Courtney with the strength and Courage of Heleman's Army. It is something they needed as they were given the news that their precious Alex had Biliary Atresia, and would have a hard road ahead with surgeries, and pain. I remember more than once going with Courtney to the Hospital because of a sick baby, and with surgeries. I remember one day while Alex was in the Hospital, I was in the back with Courtney and a bunch of alarms and beepers started going off around Alex, I panicked and ran to have Cliff go back to be with her. I quickly slipped into the bathroom to catch my breath and pray to a loving Father for continued strength which I could only imagine they must need. I felt like my chest was collapsing, and he was not even my baby. I remember the day I woke up crying, sure that it would be the day they would be saying goodbye to their sweet angel. They had been in the hospital with him for quite some time and their family was their with them holding and loving him. I remember thinking to myself that Cliff and Courtney must have done something right in Heaven for our Father in Heaven to entrust them with one of his choice children. I stood amazed at his funeral at how composed they were, so strong and full of a faith like non other. I fell in love with Courtney the very first time I met her, but never knew how much my love for her would grow as I watched her go from just a niece-in-law to someone I not only admired, but was in awe of. She has taught me so much about trusting, loving, and honoring our Fathers Will. She is one of the most amazing people you could ever meet, and she is family. (how lucky am I) I was talking to a good friend of mine and I was telling her about Cliff and Courtney, and about their journey with Alex and she said that she would love to meet them. She said she was envious of me because it is not everyday when you get to talk with angels, and in her opinion that is exactly what these two were. I told her I imagine quite often that day when Cliff and Courtney are in Heaven and are reunited with Alex, and he thanks them for helping him full fill the earthly mission he agreed upon taking to earn his spot in the Celestial Kingdom, and how wonderful it will be to see him whole and well. What a reunion it will be. I love you Cliff and Court, thank for being who you are. Happy 4Th Birthday Alex, I love you!!!

5 comments:

  1. MICKIE!! Thank you for that beautiful post. I feel so inadequate for such high praises. You have always been so wonderful to me and I have always appreciated and loved you. I remember both of the days you recounted. Cliff and I have were so grateful that you and Ray came to Alex's birth....we never even expected it. To this day Cliff always talks about how much he loves Ray and how good he was to him. He still often talks about those truck trips. You and Ray have forever left such a great memory for Cliff and I to pass along to our children. I am also so grateful to you for being their with us at the hospital those many times. I wish that we could be close now because I feel like I am missing so much about your lives.

    Thank you again for being so great to me and loving me through everything before and after Alex. And also thank you for remembering Alex and talking about him. There is nothing more comforting than knowing your child is still loved and remembered. We miss and love you both so much!!

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  2. Mickie, you are pretty incredible! I love you.

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  3. Wow an amazing story and couple. Times like that are definitely not easy and that's when we truly rely on the Lord.

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  4. Thanks for the sweet story about such a sweet family.

    On another note, as much as I love flashback fridays, I am hoping you will give us an update soon on you and your family and how life is going for you since your move. We have been hoping all is going smoothly both for your little ones as well as being able to see Ray often enough. I'm sure since moving closer to most of your immediate family, you haven't needed to blog much to keep in contact, but I miss the fun little updates...maybe just once a month... please?

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  5. HOLY SMOKES!!! could you jump back on the blog wagon already???? lol We miss you!

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